Miss

Sometimes I wonder who will actually notice my MSN personal message. It was fun the other day when LGM, BO and I were putting up our respective comments and answers towards "yao char kuey" as our personal messages. Today I put up an excerpt of my conversation with Swee "do something else besides TTB" and a friend asked me what is "TTB". A few people asked me last few days "who is it that you miss?" because the personal message was "miss you loads". And all who'd asked basically knew who I miss lah, simply asking. But still, I didn't "say" who, and this certain person was not told personally, so this person also doesn't know unless he is clever enough, or somewhat quite "perasan" :p.




I wish I have a set of tools that can "repair" my feelings. There is someone whom I don't see all the time, in fact I seldom see him (perhaps once a month or less) but when I knew that he's not in the country, I missed him a lot. Strange right? No difference whether he's in the country or not, I still don't see him. Maybe when you think of someone, your heart is actually with him, and when he flew far away, you heart is no longer with you.