It's happening again lately. When the mind is not strong enough, the body says I should just give up and settle with second best, or something else, or just forget about the whole thing.
For example, supposedly registering of company should only take like about a week, but it must have been a month, or more actually. I can wait more, or I can do it myself. Scouting of shop location seems to be an unheard story from the other end. I can wait but I've gotten another friend to help out. Of late, I feel that it is better to start off with a modest small little outlet, build a base and then only expand. Meanwhile, it will be fine to just wait for the ideal location for TeaRoom. Otherwise, I will have to just settle with my current job with annoying colleagues, and boss, or look for another job.
It is a strange feeling. The more I see mfg, the more I feel the distance. It is hard to explain or pinpoint what is wrong but it just didn't feel right most of the time. For example, we chat on line everyday but the conversations encompass daily gossips generally; we hug each other every time we meet but sometimes I get the half hug; goodbye kisses are air kisses no difference from kisses for other friends; at the end of his occasion long glance, there was the non magical friendly smile.
I wish I can see the end of the road, so that I can decide now whether to walk this path.
1 comment:
Small outlet to establish strong base is not a bad idea!
Sometimes when things are not moving the way or direction we wanted it to is because it is not the time yet. Be patient.
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