Sometimes you just have to...

MFG will be moved from WIP to the KIV file from now on.

So much of me trying to make things clear previously, it got even more complicated. When I assumed that my findings were accurate, little do I know that what I thought was wrong. That's why we are reminded again and again not to assume.

Most of the time we draw conclusions based on our own observations and judgements with very little view of the actual situation. Of course it is going to be extremely bias. I have been, all these while, strive to be positive, always look at thing on the bright side, always give other people the benefit of the doubt and try not to jump the gun etc etc... No need to overly worry myself with things that have not happened or are just perhaps my imagination.

However, being optimistic can be to a certain extend only before I appear to be silly. I mean, if things are obviously not looking good, I certainly should not pretend that things will turn out well in the future. I also seldom take little gestures too far and always try to keep things face value, that what you see is what it is. I expect others not to take my gestures too far also. Never start to impose "underlying" meaning towards those little gestures.

Having said that, of course we are always extra cheerful when the certain someone does even the world's most normal stuff for us. That's just for self content. We sometimes shouldn't take ourselves too seriously, especially when we are behaving like teenagers having crushes just to amuse ourselves.

While I grow older, I learn not to make too much attempt into investigating and interrogating for answers. I've quit asking the "what ifs" questions which are most of the time pointless. And remember, men and information do not come in a package. Things also don't have to be crystal clear all the time, and there certainly are grey areas besides black and white. Okay, many other colours in fact. Well, you know what I mean. So there comes the "enjoy the moments" saying. Yeah, why not? It's a good idea actually. But let's not loose ourselves in fantasies.

Okay... curiosity does kill the cat.

When my "real self" got better of me, I can't help but to "inquire" further about "interesting" topics right? Especially towards those issues that are nagging me. Guys, bad idea of course unless you are prepared, ready, strong and well, able to face the painful truth.

So when no more guessing is required, one cannot still remain optimistic and positive saying that things will turn out just fine. Now, that's being silly and risk loosing dignity.

In fact, move the case from KIV to closed.

I cannot decide if it was better to have left things calm and undisturbed. Or adjusting the directions and inhibiting feelings by going through some hard time, now. Humph... Oh well, all things happen for a good course, just need to keep being positive. Haha...