There is no right time

I've been asked during dinner "so when?". And I said "err... don't know". Then my ex boss asked "Actually you have any boy friend or not?"

Ahh... that. Hmm...

It has always been complicated for me... Just to give him an example, MFG's story was told. Yeah, actually the whole world knows about my feelings towards MFG so I shall not deprived that story from one of my favorite ex bosses. Story was told amidst these randomly asked questions:

EB asked: would you rather be with someone you love more, or with someone who loves you more?

TTB asked: is it true that guys are not attracted with girls who are too easy?

EB asked: do you know what type of girl he likes?

TTB asked: can guys be so career minded that they will just put marriage aside?

EB asked: have you been out alone with him?

TTB asked: is there no such thing as right time?

Just to tell a few.

I used to be very flattered when I receive compliments like "you are a beautiful lady", just like EB had told me just now. Well, obviously "beautiful" doesn't do anything but just perhaps get me a few compliments sometimes. Anyways, I'm not suggesting that I'm so beautiful, don't get me wrong. As I said, I used to be so flattered. Not that I'm not pleased to get such remarks now a days, but I thank the person for the compliment with a tinge of doubt. Sounded like consolation sometimes. Haha...

EB said there is no such thing as a "right time". How can anyone tell what or when is the right time? What are the factors to consider to decide if it's the right time? In short, and in conclusion, EB feels that a certain degree of patience is needed for my case. I told him there is no case, the case is closed. Not giving up, is not a choice. It's just too bad that something that feels so right, is not right. What is wrong with me? I don't know. Perhaps it's the meeting certain standard issue.

Anyways, the Japanese dinner was great, but it was a bit too pricey to me, RM230 plus for 2 persons? Wow, waaaay to luxury already, that's my one month lunch money you know. I'm so grateful to have people like ex boss around otherwise I don't think I would have the chance to be indulged in such luxury. That's Kogetsu for you. At Saujana. Perhaps it's paying for the location. Nevertheless, it was good company and many interesting stories shared.

Ps. Thanks LP for the biscuit! And good to see you outside gym :)