I wish I can type Chinese characters...

New laptop doesn't have Chinese word processing features yet.

My FB status: wishing for a friend who can lend me his shoulder to lean on when I'm tired; gives me a big warm hug when I need stresses to be comforted; kiss me on my forehead and tell me "everything is going to be ok" during hard battles of life. Someone who can do all these without worrying about what I might think of him...

I used to think that the person I have special feelings towards should ideally be my boyfriend. If I fail to have this person as boyfriend, I need to forget about all my feelings towards him and treat him as normal friend, no crossing the line whatsoever.

When I grew old, I think that there is no need to severe all nice, caring gestures or force myself to forget about my feelings towards this special someone even though he is not my special boyfriend. I will normally search my heart and give it two scenarios - do you feel better to have him out of sigh, out of mind? or continue to feel the same? The choice is always there, my objective will always be to make myself feel most comfortable.

There are many kinds special friendships in our life which cannot be defined. There is this special someone whom you care and feel more than the other best friends, but he is just not the one whom you call "hubby".

There is this person whom you like talking to and seek comfort with whenever you feel depressed. A warm hug from him will do wonders.

There is this person you will text to share all good and bad news, even if it were to complain about traffic jam. Chat all day on instant messaging if possible...

Someone you can gossip with who knows all these characters in your stories. It's different gossiping with gal friends and guy friends, you know.

Someone who knows that it wasn't the laptop of your choice when you say "I cannot decide which one", and later point you to the slim white HP, away from the black Compaq with good function and best offered price.

Someone who knows that the most important advice when you are sick is "no gym for you!" besides drink more water and take good rest.

Such kind of friend is a keeper.

I've not been blogging so frequently for a long time. Enjoying the break but dragging the time because I know my break is ending soon. Like MFG said, what do I expect? I've got 2 jobs.

I went to gym for some cardio and weights workout, spent an hour plus there. Good to sweat out and feel SLIGHTLY comforted when I eat again tomorrow :p. Went to get a skin care item at Sasa and this sales assistance said I look like a Hong Kong movie star, especially when I talk. She cannot recall the name, but she remembered that this movie star was the winner of the beauty pageant also. Waaahhh... such good compliment. A RM179 well spent. Regardless true or not, she did it quite well. Haha...