What was the post title?

MC, BIL and I were at Starbucks for our usual hang out. We were on a certain topic and I told MC, "that" was going to be my blog title/ subject today. Geezz... I can't remember what it was.

I have been very busy for the passed two weeks and wished I can do TeaRoom full time. It's actually very hectic having to manage a busy work (official one) life and baking orders, AND trying hard (but failed) to also go to gym as frequent as I want. I love doing all three things mentioned, just wish that I have more time. Okay, I remember telling MC to be careful of what she wished for when she said she wished for time to pass quickly (was it because she wanted weekend to come faster?). Imagine if time actually went fast forward and before you know it, it's 20 years passed by and some people we love might not be around anymore then. Imagine also if I wished for more time and I actually live a 36 hour/day life. No. That would be too torturing especially when I need to put more days behind me so that time can heal and patch me up.

I also felt that my life is still in a mess. I guess when one is not financially stable, one will be extremely worried and troubled. I actually got some new clothes and shoes for, so called, the new year, which I shouldn't have. I got to stop spending unnecessarily. Perhaps I should wish for more orders for TeaRoom, need more pocket money to survive.

With these miserable thoughts and truth, the TeaRoom dream seems to be fading away by the minute. It's actually true when they say it's easier to keep dreaming about your dream than really doing what you dream for. Will stop spending help? Uh oh... I've got an overseas trip coming up next month. In three weeks' time in fact.

Okay, okay... let's stay positive. I can do this...

And I still can't remember what was my original post topic and title.