Guessing?

Went to BP on this day when I'm supposed to be off from workout because I've got dinner arrangement tomorrow. Chose BP because the class I'll be missing tomorrow will be BP and most probably I need to give my Saturday BP at LM a miss due to work. Humph... Might need to mix pleasure (personal time) with work (working during personal time) on Sunday and the Monday public holiday too. The other day someone told me never commit ALL the time to work unless it's your own business. I kind of had to agree with her. And, hopefully I can be working for my own dream instead of working as part of other people's dreams. Why am I working so hard to make other people's dream come true? What do I get?

Back to the gym story... The other reason why I chose BP was because it's one of those classes which I won't be too particular about instructor - if my objective is JUST to workout. Like today's class for instance, since I don't know the instructor and I don't know anyone in the class, I could just switch off and go into day-dreaming-mode. I managed to go into the gym and out without smiling and talking to anyone (except the receptionists). I could look grumpy and don't have to react at all to the instructor.

But yeah, it was no fun, plainly workout - I NEED the workout. Remember waistline.

Furthermore, the class was quiet. Very quiet. Anyways, I've been told that members in this club don't normally response much to the instructors. Unless the instructors work VERY hard.

I arrived home just when the radio was broadcasting this new duet number. I was very intrigue by the lyrics, but I had to get down from the car before mum start to wonder why I was not going into the house. Anyways, the song... it described the "guessing" stage of the start of a potential relationship.

I wonder how long my guessing stage is going to be. Hmm... It can be very entertaining sometimes, but can also be very frustrating. We women (most of us), born with the habit of analysing situations, would enjoy (suffer) most during this stage, where everything could be (needed to be) analysed - Every single reaction, word, gesture, MSN message, call, sms... you name it. Most of the time, the analysing is not really to provide us with answers or references for further action, but to provide us with gossip "topics" and excuses for us to talk about him with our gal (sometimes guys too!) friends. We talked about him just because we feel like talking about him and not because we really want to analyse the situations. Perhaps I'm speaking for myself. But yeah, that's what I normally do.

... and someone is extremely cute with the loli today.