I could hardly balance

I told you I've decided to tell him right? Did I mention the day I've chosen was actually yesterday?

Early morning during breakfast with MC and BIL, we were talking about the amount of support I got from the blog readers, known and unknown. And at one point, we jokingly said that perhaps TTB should get some hints and signs from the newspaper and try to foretell the "result". I think I'd turned a page of the Star paper that said "Earthquake" "Evacuate"... something along that line. And before we left for our respective work destination, BIL said this was what I would get from the "whole world"...

Thanks guys for being such great cheerleader. And as I said, I almost feel bad if I still don't do anything about this.

It wasn't hard to decide whether to tell him or not. It's actually more difficult to decide when is the right time. There were simply too many things to consider, and I couldn't really predict the consequences. I needed time to find out a few things and also to confirm the "status" of my heart. More importantly, I must also find out if my favorite guy would be able to handle this piece of information or not right?

So it has been decided that the time should be yesterday.

Those few who knew about this had conveniently blamed me for resulting in them not being able to work all day. Haha... Funny enough I was the one to calm them down. I was not trying to act cool, but the butterflies only found their ways into my stomach right after work during yoga time. With the butterflies fluttering in my stomach, I found it extremely challenging to stand properly in all those balancing poses. It didn't help with him just standing beside me, did it?

Since I didn't prepare my "script" other than that one line mentioned last night. The only line I managed to deliver was really just that one line.

Followed by "I really don't know how to tell you this..."

:p