Aching

Missed step class again.

Sometimes certain things could just put you in pain, very unexpectedly.

Did combat yesterday, and guess what? Surprisingly, I'm having muscle ache. Now that the muscle pain has settled in, let me tell you where I'm aching - triceps (yes, must be the blaster), upper back (guess I've really punched hard) and abs (don't know how so but, I'm loving it!).

I also heard that if you miss too much, it hurts. I recon, if you love too much, it gives you heartache also.

My mind is not functioning well these few days. Very noticeable during combat yesterday, so blur and just couldn't take in anything. It was like I was "not there". I thought that it couldn't get any worse, but it did - I was SO VERY "not there" at work today...

Woke up early this morning feeling cheerful enough but mental note pad was blank - what IS my to-do-list for the week (day)?

Arrived in the office and got a call from my distributor asking me to attend and support them in a training session outside the office in half an hour's time. They forgot to give me advance notice. Great. Just great - still have not quite found out what my to-do-list consist of.

My new pair of sandals looks really pretty, I love it but it's making too much noise - the flip-flopping noise. Went to change my shoes before going out and waited downstairs for my client to pick me on the agreed time. She was late. Geezz... I was so tired and still without my to-do-list. Who said only Mondays are blue?

Finished the session and felt that I was not required there. Complete waste of time. Could have used that time to AT LEAST do up my to-do-list. Had lunch, which was really delicious. Not that I was hoping for a treat but hey, I came out purposely to support you, don't you feel like paying for my lunch? My lunches are usually sponsored. It's not the money; it's me being a bit cranky this morning.

Arrived back in the office and there were of course tons of work to do. I would normally be okay. Just need to multi-task a little, focus and everything should be smooth. But, not today. I was loosing concentration fast. I couldn't even manage to put up a smiling face - was replaced with constant frowning, hoping that THAT would help me focus.

Geezz... I was so wrong. Actually, until this very instance, I still haven't finished what my boss wanted me to submit. (trying to multi-task while blogging, which of course should be a piece of cake normally, but not tonight. So still nothing to submit).

Later the day, just when I told MB that I should be catching up with her at gym tonight, I was told to set up for a presentation at 5.30pm to a potential client. Humph... I'm all committed to work, but hey, I need a break sometimes.

Despite cheering from Carebear for me to do a good one, it was miserably presented. My big boss actually took over half way. NOW, that's REALLY bad... I was some how expecting some tough telling off after the session, but he was being really kind, just pointed out that it was "bad" (didn't use any harsher words) and agreed that I was "not there" but didn't give me any lecture. Thank god!!!

The night ended with me getting home through a really bad traffic congestion. And you could have just offer me dinner. No???

Didn't do anything constructive since I arrived back home. Should I do work or should I just go to sleep? I recall now that I sent Carebear a message at 10.50pm just now saying " 努力to both of us!" - both of us meant to be doing some work. Guess it's just Carebear doing some work (or have completed some work) now.

I need to clear off some stuff in my mind so that I can be more focus!!!

Not going to check spelling or grammar tonight.