Gotten used to it

I'm not sure what my friends are thinking when they send me those chain emails that says if you don't forward that email, you will get bad luck. Geezz... I NEVER forward those emails. What if the people, my friends who got my email have no time to forward, then I have indirectly cursed them with 16 years of bad luck.

I got so used to indulging him lately. It's a bit different this time. Do you know that it's not always that easy to indulge someone? First this someone must be wanting to be pampered. Some people might just give you the "it's okay" or "maybe next time" whenever you offer a treat. And I'm not referring to families (and I'm not referring to you MC) whom you don't really need to take that extra mile to "show" them you are trying to pamper them.

Anyways, you know what I mean.

So when you get the "yes please :)" or "okay thanks!" or "breakfast sounds good" it felt like the most "delighting" (so I quote LP) in the world.

I've gotten so used to it lately that I'm not sure how it's going to be like when he's not around. While I want him to know that he's really special and that I care a lot, I also want to try to be cool and not get all over him. I don't want to appear fussing but I do really am extremely interested (nosy) about what he does, where he goes, who he's with. So when he volunteer information while I am trying very hard to bite on my tongue to prevent "questioning", that can sometimes give a really warm feel.

I'm so used to the scent of his perfume, the sound of his laughter, the smileys in his messages... tell me please that it's going to be okay when he's not around.