Frustration Overruled

Fickle-minded people are just inconveniences. On minor issues, they will just cause me to roll my eyes, sometimes adding a snort. Humph...

When people connected closely to me change their mind often, they tire me out and it's irritating when I have to change my plans too in order to synchronize with them. Tsk...

If an influential person starts to twist and turn rules and policies, it causes major frustration because I can neither tell him "whatever!" or throw a tantrum (I might still secretly do that) even though I totally despise the behaviour. Arghhh...

Oh, can we wear open-toe shoes to work? I've been told that these kind of shoes are only for functions or dress-down days. I've been doing that for more than one year in this new job - open-toe, strappy sandals, slip-ons... Whoopssss... I'm not up to spending money, not when expenses are escalating and salary increment is negligible in comparison.

Besides frustration today, I had anxiety attack on Sunday night, hence resulted in a little insomnia and contributed big time onto my Monday blues and blurs. But all are fine now, no one is going anywhere. But seriously, I often get insomnia on Sunday nights, sometimes even though I don't have to go to work on Monday.

Anyways, as I had serious "heart problem" last monday, yesterday felt like a much much better Monday to me. I was in pump class and thought, hey, I don't remember doing the these tracks - mind and soul was really not there last Monday. It's also true that when your mood is good, you've got more strength. I also did a combat class and at least I didn't look as if I was doing ballet. With KG around, it was really fun and motivating. The only flaw was DangerousMan standing at close proximity. Oh, no casualty, no worries.

Another happy note is present received from Carebear, thanks dear! I love it so much, though it's not my exact size.

Posting on my weekend bake - brownies - tomorrow.